Does anyone feel so awkward to walk alone on the road?I was a person who always wanted some company to go anywhere.My greatest fear probably was being alone. I used to keep myself home if I didn’t find any friend to go for a walk or shopping.
These days I am alone most of the time.My high school friends have moved on to college.So its hard to be together with them.It is now that I have realized aloneness is sometimes good.It can be the time of self understanding,self expression and self growth.We are in such a fast paced society that we are always on a run.How rare is it that we find time for ourselves.Entirely to our own self.
Alone doesn’t mean “lonely”.It is like depending on the other person for “safety”.Security can never be accomplished from outer source.We can never feel safe when we ground our own thoughts and beliefs.No outer force can sooth inner discontent.The inner portrait of each person and their own creative spark and aliveness is often found in solitude.
The fear I used to have of being alone was so large.It was louder than the sound of Karatakou explosion.But now I am alone and this part of my life has been the greatest journey of my life.The discovery of what we like, what we feel, what we want and who we really are is liberation at its finest.My projected FEARs has now passed away,maybe not completely,But yes I am fine.I feel peace and contentment.Sometimes joy!
“Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet confinement of your aloneness to learn that anything or anyone that does not bring you alive is too small for you.” David Whyte
Now you have made till here.Give yourself at least an hour,totally for your own self.Try to think of your interests, passions, talents, wishes, desires, dreams and feelings.Try to get intimate with your deep intimate being.The amazing you that was created for your own unique and special path, wants to talk to you. There is much to harvest in our own resources contained within. If only we listen.
Thank You for your time and efforts!!